Wednesday, January 26, 2011
It's raining heavily outside now. I smell the fresh rain, feel the cool breeze gently blowing, hear the pitter patter of the raindrops, and feel calm and relaxed (: I'm working on my Research Essay now and actually I've only just started :x Such nice weather makes me want to jump in my bed and sleep like there's no tomorrow hahaha. But I enjoy the silence of the night, where most are soundly asleep. (it's not that late actually.. going 1am) Hmmm.. I wonder how long I can work on this essay in this mood. Probably not very long since I'm quite distracted as you can see (: Yawn.. I shall try to do whatever I can in the next 30 mins or so.. Good night everyone and have sweet and beautiful dreams...
Love me @ 12:43 AM
Friday, January 21, 2011
Love me @ 3:10 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2011
For everything you gain, you lose something else - this is what I am beginning to learn and accept. It is just futile to try to achieve everything, and as much as I want to be the spotlight in every arena of my life, be the star in everyone's eyes, I know that these do not come without sacrifices. Then, it all boils down to decision-making; what to take up and what to let go. When you know you have to let something go, that's the toughest part... Well, I just got to let go and trust God to piece everything up perfectly somehow (:
Love me @ 6:07 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2010
He who dwells in the shelter of the most high will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. - Ps 91:1,4
Love me @ 11:03 AM
Friday, October 22, 2010
Enter into His gates with thanksgiving and courts with praise. Even in the worst situations, God has still blessed you with life, breath, and so many good things (: Give thanks to Him and praise His name for the Lord is good and His love endures forever. -Ps 100:4-5
Love me @ 7:50 PM
Sigh ... I think I just learnt more about myself today and it's not something nice. Well ... no one's perfect and even though its difficult to control, I've really got to be more sensitive, accepting of other people's ideas and comments.
My project meeting just ended but it didn't really end well. Partially because of me being critical and wanting to clarify everything, we ended up not getting much done. Also, I didn't realise everyone was rushing for time and wanted to get things done quickly. Sigh ... this is not the first time I've been in this situation.
I really should try to look at the bigger picture, focus on getting as much work done as possible and keep my comments on little things until the end of the meeting. I'm a little perfectionist in my work and to understand things from my perspective, I just can't stand any tiny little detail that I don't feel right with. It's like something bugging and irritating you until you get rid of it. So, usually I like to clarify and make sure we are doing things the right way and I'm open to other's comments and thoughts but I stand strong on what I think is right too. If someone has a strong stand, then we'll just end up debating. Sigh ... I think it's not neccessarily a weakness because it's better than not caring at all or going with the flow. Yet too much of a good thing can be bad and balance is really the key.
I'm like trying to write reflections after messing something up ): Well ... thank God that I realise this earlier and not when I'm out in the corporate world. Uni's a training ground and it's where we should make all the mistakes and learn from it. I've learnt a lot about teamwork during these 2 years in SMU and have been in different situations, interacted with so many different kinds of people. Effective teamwork is really an art that one has to master and it's really situational as well. Anyway, no matter what, life's still good! Jiayou!!! :D
Love me @ 5:18 PM
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
I wrote my a short prayer poem today (: Since there's a Lord's prayer. This shall be my prayer haha ^^
Dear God, I pray
that through your mercy & grace
let my mind be renewed each day
as I proclaim your name & sing your praise
in awe of your presence, to hear what you have to say
Love me @ 9:25 PM