Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I'm the kind of person who likes to plan my future. Don't really like to step on unknown grounds. It makes me feel insecure and lost. There're always alternative paths that I lay for myself just in case one fails. I think I've planned my future up till the age of around 30+ or maybe 40s. But recently, I've been thinking. . what kind of life do I want to live when I reach the age of 40 or when I grow old and (may God forbid) ugly? What about life at 60s, 70s or even 80s? I have to admit I don't really think about marriage life or having a family. I think I'm more career-minded in some sense. But thinking about spending life alone for the rest of my life seems bearable only till the age of 40. Maybe it's time for me to rethink about life. . hm. . And I'm reaching the age of 23 soon. I think I'm beginning to embrace aging. It's not something I can control anyway. What I can do is to change myself for the better. It's kind of sad if I'm the same at the age of 23 and 18. Probably becoming more independent? Truthfully, I'm not really sure if becoming more independent is a good thing. Being independent is good, like being able to handle things on your own. But being independent from family isn't good. Hm. . more things for me to think through about life. . Hope I'll get some englightenment soon (: No matter what, life is still good and amazing.
Love me @ 1:32 PM
Friday, August 13, 2010
The word for this season is DISCIPLINE.
Discipline - to improve or attempt to improve the behaviour, orderliness, etc, of by training, conditions, or rules
and CHANGE.
I'm going to be more open and welcome changes in my life right now. Although it feels uncomfortable doing things that I'm not used to, I want a better me! Haha. I shall take it "Little by Little" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3bbMi_0Kpc
Love me @ 1:45 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
I finally learnt how to cook 2 dishes! Haha so fun (: I went to my dad's house on Saturday and he taught me how to cook Baby Kailan and Sesame Oil Chicken. I think my dad's a great cook probably because he's really fussy over the food he eats.
The garlic smell actually lingered on my fingers for 3 days! :/ Couldn't get rid of it no matter how many times I washed my hands. But I'm proud of myself because now I know how to use a knife properly, chop meat, chop garlic and ginger, cook rice on a rice cooker, stir-fry on a wok etc. I know I sound like a noob but I was never taught all that! And it's just so interesting and fun :D
Recently, I've been listening to more English pop songs and I'm falling in love with those slow, rhythmic, owl city-like or songs that have beautiful lyrics. (: Just like how I love those English oldies. On the other hand, I love those up-beat, dance, digital Korean pop. Oh and I love classical piano and orchestra music. These are my favourite genres of music ^^ I'm so extreme haha but these are what's pleasing to my ears.
Since I'm listening to English pop songs now, I just wanted to share a few of my favourites (:
Plain white T's - 1234
Plain white T's - Delilah
Bruno mars - Just the way you are
Lenka - the show
Sky sailing - Captains of the sky
Colbie caillat - I never told you
Lady antebellum - Need you now
Eminem/ Rihanna - Love the way you lie
B.o.b - Airplanes
Muse -Neutron star collision
MYMP - No ordinary love
Train - Hey, soul sister
Train - This ain't goodbye
Train - Drops of jupiter
Paramore - I caught myself
Adam lambert - Whataya want from me
Mike Posner - Cooler than me
Love me @ 3:11 PM
